Samer it's been a while since anybody has posted to this blog. I'm thinking it's lonely. I wonder how hanging out with Jiddu is and our other fallen Muslim and Pagan brothers are. They must like your tattoos.
I miss you a lot. I think you would have been proud with how successful I was with my music. It's not over. I'll make you proud again. My life is rough now and I am very sick but I am going to get better I know it.
I am apologize for not staying in touch with you more. This was very hard for me in a way that might be difficult to understand.
Mom thinks about you every second of everyday and you are her life.
I just want you to know I and the rest of our whole huge family loves you.
